The Junaid not many knew

Published: December 8, 2016

Junaid, like all of us, had his shortcomings. I disagreed with so many of his stances. But he was a good soul. PHOTO: PAK FILES.

Sitting here, writing a blog that is an obituary for Junaid Jamshed. This is surreal. It is unbelievable. And is an unpleasant and painful task, but one that I must carry out as someone who knew him well. Because he would have liked me to write this. For two reasons: Firstly, Junaid, or JJ, or Jay as close friends called him, was a people’s person. He did not mind the attention. He was used to it from a very early age.

I remember asking him, during one of the three interviews of his I did spanning over two decades, whether he was so used to attention as a celebrity that even when he came towards religion, he enjoyed the adulation. He laughed and did not deny it. So he would be okay with this.

But secondly, and more importantly, he would appreciate that the correct, and the factual, and the good is written about him. Junaid was not as guarded with the media as I initially thought… not guarded enough. His utterances often got him into trouble – he did not weigh words as one would expect from someone who had spent most of his life under the spotlight. So he ended up saying things that ruffled so many feathers at both ends of the spectrum. More than three years ago, after I met him and Shahi Hasan at Shahi’s studio for a feature story, he later requested that I write about the other side of him.

“People just see me as the person who stops women from driving cars and wants to deny women independence. I’m not like that! And there is more to me. Can you write something positive about me?” he had said.

I had told him that journalism is something I do with honesty, and I will not write positive stuff unless I find positive stuff about him worth penning. He agreed. I did end up writing some positive stuff after all. That is what I am doing once again right now. He would have wanted this.

So there are things about Junaid that we all know but then there are things that we all don’t know as well.

Like the fact that he was big on not just charity but in particular about the health of mothers and children, and had raised money and set up many medical care centres for maternal health.

“The year was 2003. I remember reading somewhere that a woman travelling from Jhang to Faisalabad on a tonga in full-term labour died because no maternal health facility was close by. That story shook me. Pakistan’s women should not have to go through this,” he had said in that interview.

During the interview, I had told him about the good work being done at the Koohi Goth Fistula Hospital. He was moved, and immediately requested me to connect him to the people there. He started working on gathering both funds and support for the cause, and then raised enough money to support and cover the cost of some major projects the hospital needed funds for. Those getting treatment don’t even know that the person who helped give them a new lease of life is Junaid.

Like the fact that he always, always struggled with his inner self after having chosen the path that he chose. I recall another pointed question I had asked, jestingly.

“So the beard is your choice. But why not trim it?”

Yeh mat bolo (Don’t say that). It’s not easy,” he replied, and I felt guilty I ever asked that.

An excerpt of the interview went like this:

“Sitting in Shahi Hasan’s studio, his fingers, a couple of times, delicately traced the contours of the guitar strings. But an inner commitment is stronger than the temptation. He hummed a few lines, but stopped. The darling of the Pakistani masses is no longer a balladeer. The passion has been channelised towards a higher love. His songs formerly talked about how to woo a beloved… his nasheeds and naats still do. But the beloved has changed. JJ has evolved.”

Trying to practice religion is an uphill task. There is always discrimination, and criticism, and of course he had to bear all that. Misogynist. Chauvinist. Mullah. The titles were many. So were the attacks on his selfies with female friends. Ironically, these were often hurled by the very people who supposedly believe that one should live and let live. The very people who will forever rely on his songs when they feel patriotic or heart-broken or in love or happy or sad.

Junaid, like all of us, had his shortcomings. I disagreed with so many of his stances. But he was a good soul. He made an effort to help others. He did help thousands, both through his charity and through his role in reviving the faith of so many. Like all of us, he may have fallen and gotten up many times on the path he chose. But he chose to stay on that path anyways. Not many take that path after a taste of such fame and adulation. It reminds me of one of his songs:

Hum kyun chalain uss raah par jis raah par sub hee chalain

Kyun na chunain who raasta jis par naheen koi gaya…

He is just one story and this is just one obituary out of the 47 who lost their lives today. Each story unique. Each life unparalleled. Lives full of promise. Lives cut short.

Life is short. And unpredictable. If we take home one thing from Junaid’s passing, which I pray will be accepted by Allah as shahadat (martyrdom), it is to stop judging others.

Rest in peace JJ.

Farahnaz Zahidi

Farahnaz Zahidi

Farahnaz is a writer and editor, and has worked as the Features Editor with The Express Tribune. Her focus is human-centric feature stories. She now writes as a freelancer, and works in the field of marketing and corporate communications. She loves literature and traveling. She tweets on @FarahnazZahidi. Her work can be seen at

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  • MR.X

    great man. Sadly we only give respect someone dies. In the life time we call them misogynyst,chauvanists just for trying to speak honestly about islam. Read the quran and you will know every prophet was mocked. Not at all calling him close to one prophet. Just making a pointRecommend

  • Ahmar khan

    “Trying to practice religion is an uphill task. There is always discrimination, and criticism, and of course he had to bear all that. ”

    Are you for real? In today’s “Fort of Islam”, practicing religion is THE ONLY THING that people do. From Muharram to Zil Hajj. If we aren’t stuck in traffic jam because of Ashura..we are stuck in traffic for Eid e Milad un Nabi. If we are not busy fasting during Ramazan we are busy buying animals for Qurbani.

    Every public and private institute breaks up for prayer on Jumma. In 2016 there were a total of 17 public holidays. 13 of them were religious holidays. You can’t go five minutes in any direction without finding a place of religious worship. Organizations make special accommodation and designate prayer areas in every building for prayer.

    A child is born in your family, you call a religious practitioner Aalim. Someone dies in your family, you call an Aalim. You get married, you call an Aalim. You need a an Aalim. Someone gets sick in a family, they call the Roohani scholar. Someone sick recovers and gets healthy you pray shukrana Nifal. You need to educate a child, you call a hafiz. Someone’s death anniversary is coming, you call a Quran Khwan.

    You open the effin television, there is an Aalim preaching religious advice and fatwa on Madni television. You change the channel and there’s Zakir Naik wannabe dispensing his televangelism. You try to switch to comedy channel, there is an Aalim running Inaam ghar. You switch to sports, there is a panel of Aalims discussing post-match summary. You search for music and there is a bunch of Qawwals on a channel going Bhar de jholi. You turn to news and find some Molana telling us the latest ruling from the Islamic Ideology Council.

    Every public event and meeting begins with Quran Khwani and ends with Dua. There is no place in Pakistan where religiousness, religious piety, modesty and the Molvi way of life is not promoted. I don’t know if you’ve seen the Ijtima at Raiwind. It is the biggest effin event of the year in our country.

    Junaid Jamshed as a man WAS NOT an oddity but as common as they come in Pakistan. He did not “travel a path where no one else went”. He was a traveler on the path that tens of millions of Pakistani men already walked every day before he became a Mullah.Recommend

  • Parvez

    I liked his music, I am certain many would agree with me on that score……..I did not understand his drastic shift to the religious side ( he seemed to exude the notion that to be a good Muslim you must look the part – something I fail to grasp ) and because of some of his extreme views it was easy to label him a hypocrite…..but I do respect him for much good that he has done especially in Pakistan.Recommend

  • akbar

    Good read, but too short for my liking. Miss you JJ!Recommend

  • Zara

    He was truly an amazing person and inspirational one for people, he changed his life for better and for much greater purpose. Not many people are courageous enough to take stand like he did.

  • Sane

    This has become norm of the society to show as how important the deceased person was to them. In their life they do not express their emotions or praise such persons. When no more in this world try to cash his/her fame. A name to some road or building may be given in his name or some monument may be built.Recommend

  • Shahrukh Mirza

    I am Junaid Bhai’s first cousin and his sudden departure has left a big wound with so many as it is obvious that my brother touched so many hearts, may Allah reward him immensely for all that he did for humanity and the ummah. Here is a link to my tribute video to JJ and those ill-fated souls that lost their lives on PK-661 on 07-Dec, 2016.